Well here I am again, finding myself in need to write. I have been writing on another blog, mostly about knitting. It helps, but I found myself reading through a few of the later blogs and I got sad....really sad. I know I have let a lot of people down not writing any more. I wish I had kept at it, but I guess I have some guilt. I feel like I need to push forward on moving on, but the truth is I will never move past my first love, I will never move past the pain that lingers in my heart and I will never, ever move past the memories that are forever burned into my head and heart. So as I sit here just rambling and writing...I feel as though I need to keep posting here, that I need to still have an outlet for me and my feelings of loss. Not of knitting. I have a whole new blog just for that and I will try to keep it all up. I know I can do and Lord knows I have the time, right now. So here's to a new year, a new path of writing and more moving forward. I know I can do this...I've done a lot harder things now haven't I?!
ps....so sorry to all of you that I have left behind. I didn't mean to hurt, upset or worry anyone. My deepest apologies.
pps....my new blog is http://cgknits.blogspot.com/
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Hi. :) You don't know me, but my hubby is a 1/15 vet, and I came across your blog some years ago--I couldn't begin to guess how at this point--and have had it in my RSS feed since. Just wanted to let you know there's still someone here--it's good to "see" you back and blogging.
Thanks Rebekah.
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