Your are right Glo.

Glo, I went back and re-read some of my post, from June of last year, February of last year and a few others. I have healed, a lot. I have known this, but I think, tonight for the first time since Joel died and I finally accepted all that has happened, I truly saw how hurt I was, how angry, confused and just down right sad. I guess when you are in the moment and living it, you don't always see it, but when you are writing it, keeping a log, you have a huge track record to remind yourself of just where you were, how hard it was and how much it hurt. I just wanted to thank you Glo, you reminded me how much healing I have done and that I am in a better place now than I was a year ago. It is easy to forget what you have done for yourself and accomplished. It takes others to help us remember that we are healing and getting better. I guess I realized that not all of these post will be about my pain anymore, but about our life, our new journey; Our Life After Iraq. After all, this is what it is. Thank you Glo.